This is a post with a special regard to one of my orchestra-mate~
Okay, here we go~
Why did I say that 'I cannot feel the sense of belonging toward the school band' anymore?
Well...
Actually me myself does not have the exact reason for it...
Maybe it's because of my great disappointment over the last SBP Wind Orchestra Competition-because MOZAC was not the winner.
For all these years, I had been giving my best commitment to the band and there were times where I didn't attend one of my night classes, just to go for the rehearsal...
Also, my study period, especially my wasted prep. classes~
and the greatest of all is I was not made the conductor for this year-something that is very hard to accept...
and I am still not done with it although the competition had long ended.
I had been dreaming of becoming the conductor for my last year in school since the day I signed up to join the band...
and I worked hard for it...
and I was in Form 4 when I was made the conductor and I thought I could secure the position till the next year but I was wrong...
It was not me.
It would have left the band if I were not to be concerned for the others of my friends playing for the band...
I think that's enough.
I hope that answers your question.
Anyway,sorry for being late replying.
