Friday, November 4, 2011
Saturday, October 1, 2011
Forgiven? Hopefully!
I have this one friend whom I had insulted with super-bad things and I regret doing them, perhaps for the rest of my life.I have sworn to myself that I will never again do the same thing, ever.
I have learnt my lesson.
We did not talk to each other for months.
That's indeed painful.
Not because I can't talk to that person, but the fact that I have caused a person to hate me so much has somehow make me feel like I've been dumped into hell.
My goodness...
The good news is, recently, that person did talked to me, a bit.
And I hope that signifies that the person has forgiven me.
I really, really hope that's what happening.
Friday, July 29, 2011
Heart-broken by the use-to-be-proud-of school band

This is a post with a special regard to one of my orchestra-mate~
Okay, here we go~
Why did I say that 'I cannot feel the sense of belonging toward the school band' anymore?
Well...
Actually me myself does not have the exact reason for it...
Maybe it's because of my great disappointment over the last SBP Wind Orchestra Competition-because MOZAC was not the winner.
For all these years, I had been giving my best commitment to the band and there were times where I didn't attend one of my night classes, just to go for the rehearsal...
Also, my study period, especially my wasted prep. classes~
and the greatest of all is I was not made the conductor for this year-something that is very hard to accept...
and I am still not done with it although the competition had long ended.
I had been dreaming of becoming the conductor for my last year in school since the day I signed up to join the band...
and I worked hard for it...
and I was in Form 4 when I was made the conductor and I thought I could secure the position till the next year but I was wrong...
It was not me.
It would have left the band if I were not to be concerned for the others of my friends playing for the band...
I think that's enough.
I hope that answers your question.
Anyway,sorry for being late replying.
CHRISTINA PERRI LYRICS-"Jar Of Hearts"
No, I can't take one more step towards you
‘Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most
I learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time
[Chorus:]
Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?
I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms
I've learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time
[Chorus]
It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
‘Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back
Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Sunday, June 5, 2011
Erick vs Erick

If you really look into the above picture, actually the bird is scratching at its own image-by the other meaning, fighting itself.
Well, that's what happenning to me.
There are things that I have been doing or had done which I found to be wrong, whatever they are.
For such reason, I have to go against myself to stop myself from doing the same thing.
I have to change myself.
But why?
Currently, I have been doing a lot of faultiness and the effects are severe-too bad that they took me days, some even months to forget them-I lost one of my best friend, annoying others, and a lot more.
Huh...
This thing is very hard to endure.
Pray for my success.
And last but not least, to those whom I have annoyed, I'm really sorry!
Thursday, June 2, 2011
From 'saya-kau' to 'aku-kau'

It was quite hard at first, but at last, I made it although still, I'm not very used to it.
Well, that's how I converse in my place there in Sabah.
But 'awak' is not a pronoun that I have ever used to talk to someone before I left for my study in Peninsular Malaysia.
I hope that's clear to everybody.
But then, why did I change it?
It is because I do not want some of you to feel 'weird' when talking to me - it is a kind of adaptation - because I know, not everybody like to use the word 'saya' when talking to a person in the same age as him/her here in this place where I'm studying.
I made this effort in hope that nobody would feel 'weird' when speaking to me and I hope it works.
Thank you for reading.
I appreciate it very much.
Erick Naim.
Saturday, May 28, 2011
Why is it so rare to see Erick Naim talking a lot

Urm...maybe that's just who I am..
I mean, my nature...
But sometimes, it is because I'm not interested on what people around me are talking about...
Moreover when they talk about something that I do not like to talk about...
as simple as that..
To me it's normal...
and maybe that's what makes me different from others..
But if you come and talk to me..
with good reason..
I'll talk A LOT to you then...okay?
Actually, it makes me feel good when there are people come to talk with me..
It makes me feel less lonely...
'cause I have so little friends around..
Haha...
That's who Erick Naim is.
Sunday, February 27, 2011
2nd Day at Ho Chi Minh City, Vietnam

I woke up at 5.30 am (Malaysia:6.30 am). We had breakfast at 6.30 am in the hotel cafe where I sat together in a table with an Australian couple and it was wonderful for being able to converse in English with them. About 8.00 am, we set out to the famous Mekong river by bus and it took us 2 hours to reach the there. We passed Mytho during the journey.
At the jetty, we had a ride in a big boat which took us to Unicorn Island. There we were brought to visit a few tourist spots. The first one place was an outlet making homemade coconut candy, also durian candy and crunchy fried banana (I mean " keropok pisang"). Later on, we were brought to a place where they sell bee-based products such as bee pollen and pure honey bee.
Next, we visit a place where we were served with local tropical fruits, just the same with those available in Malaysia. There were bananas, ciku, rambutan, pineapple and watermelon. The most interesting part was when we had a ride in sampan, a small traditional boat made of wood. We were taken to the place where we first arrived at Unicorn Island to be on the boat again. I was on the sampan with my "mum", Mrs. Normarzitah Idris, also Justin and Ihsan.
We were given some time for shopping at the jetty where I bought 6 T-shirts and a hat for my family. We were sent to Saigon Square for shopping. Then, we set back for dinner and went to Ben Tanh Market for furher shopping.
Saturday, February 26, 2011
Vietnam "ahoy"!

I am on a school trip to Vietnam and we had just arrived today. The journey from KL did not put much interest to me as I have experienced traveling on plane so many time before. We were brought to some main tourist spots this evening such as the Main Post Office, City Hall and the Red Church. Dinner was in a restaurant selling Malay cuisine. I shared the room with Justin at Lan Lan 2 Hotel, a 3 star-rated hotel in Ho Chi Minh City or formerly known as Saigon.
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Classes During The Holiday

MOZAC Fivers are subjected to attend some classes during this holiday - the rest of the students are back to their homes as my school is selected to be the host for the SBP Southern Zone Hockey Tournament. Classes start at 8 o'clock in the morning till 12 at midday. The afternoon session start at 2 o'clock and scheduled to end at 6 in the evening. I have band rehearsal at 8 p.m at night which sometimes lasted till 1 in the morning.
Friday, February 4, 2011
Time's up!

Actually, I have to attend an orchestra rehearsal at that night but things are just not well-synchronized (sigh). There goes my daily routine in MOZAC again. Wish me luck because there will be a lot of work waiting for me at the school. These includes the library and also my orchestra rehearsals.May things go well.
Till the next post,
Erick Naim,
Administrator,
ericknaim.blogspot.com
Am I annoying?

Chinese New Year Holiday

2007 : Aunt's House, Johor Bahru [Johor]
2008 : Justin's Uncle's House, Larkin [Johor]
2009 : Aunt's House, Kuala Lumpur
2010 : [ooppsss....I've forgotten this one]
2011 : Farouq's House, Bandar Baru Bangi [Selangor]
I go to different places every year and this year I happen to be in Farouq's house, my schoolmate.
Muhammad Amirul Nordin (Sudin) is also here in Farouq's house. I spent almost everyday surfing internet. His house is equipped with Wi-Fi. Yeah, it's hard when you're living far away from your home, isn't? Haha..
'Blog Renovation'

Huh..
It was quite a hard thing to do as I keep on having trouble on deciding which one is to be chosen.
Thursday, February 3, 2011
Kerja Kursus Pendidikan Moral
I hope this document will help us* to gain excellent marks!
us*
Erick Naim
Justin Dennycle ak Bernabas
Frederic Mathew
Randolph Carlos Collar
Florita ak Suneh
Priskilla Niflla Singih
Cynthia Sharon Lowe
See!
I do care for my friends~
KERJA KURSUS PENDIDIKAN MORAL
Pembentangan Folio PBS Moral SPM -
Updated on: 6th February 2011
I have found more information for us.
Please have a look and if necessary, download them.
Pembentangan Folio PBS Moral SPM -
Borang Pemarkahan Folio Pendidikan Moral SPM -
Cadangan penyediaan Kerja Amal pendidikan Moral spm -
Bruno Mars Just The Way You Are
Oh her eyes, her eyes make the stars look like they're not shining.
Her hair, her hair falls perfectly without her trying.
She's so beautiful, and I tell her everyday.
Yeaaa. I know, I know when I compliment her she won't believe me.
And it's so, it's so sad to think that she don't see what I see.
But everytime she ask me 'Do I look okay?' I say..
When I see your face (face, face) there's not a thing that I would change.
Cause you're amazing just the way you are.
And when you smile (smile, smile) the whole world stops
and stares for a while.
Cause girl, you're amazing just the way you are.
Yeaaa!
Her lips, her lips I could kiss them all day if she let me.
Her laugh, her laugh she hates but I think it's so sexy.
She's so beautiful, and I tell her everyday.
Ohhh you know, you know, you know, I'd never ask you to change.
If perfect's what your searching for then just stay the same.
Sooo don't even bother asking if you look okay, you know I'll say...
When I see your face (face, face) there's not a thing that I would change.
Cause you're amazing just the way you are.
And when you smile (smile, smile) the whole world stops
and stares for a while.
Cause girl, you're amazing just the way you are.
The way you are.
The way you are.
Girl you're amazing, just the way you are.
When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change.
Cause you're amazing just the way you are.
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while.
Cause girl, you're amazing just the way you are.
Yeaaa.

Life without good social environment has terribly affect me through everything in my life, especially my daily routine. What should I do? ;(
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
My daily routine
Usually I wake up at 6 a.m in the morning and have breakfast at the dining hall at 6.30 a.m. But this year, it seems like I rarely have my breakfast as I have more important works to do (unfinished assignments,etc.).There will a short assembly at 7 a.m to 7.30 a.m. Then there goes the lessons till 2.30 p.m in the afternoon, except for Friday where lessons finished at 12 p.m.
About my recess time,(huh)I seldom eat something as I have to rush to the library so often (that's the price for being the head librarian) or having other important things to do. The afternoon session starts at 3.15 p.m but usually, the students will attend for their classes about 3.30 p.m or worse. This upsets the teacher so much. But I'm none of them (thank God).
Classes finished at 4.30 p.m and afterward, the students will go for sports. I use this period to practice on my horn. Preparation class is at 9.00 p.m and finishes at 10.30 p.m. Some students prefer to stay up late at night but I would prefer to go to bed.
This is my daily routine at school...described BRIEFLY.
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
Friendship?

Often enough, I would ask myself this question:
How could I be like everyone else and have lots of friends?
Well, it's not that I don't have any,but it seems like I do not know how do I have to treat them.
Monday, January 31, 2011
Holiday homework!

Blog post

It has been a long time since I last posted for this blog....
Anyway, I will some sort of "activating" this blog again for the use of all.
Wish me luck!
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